Wednesday, December 21, 2011


Lonely Looser

Looking Through Patient Eyes

I've always hated the way this came out and had intended on reshooting it. I never did. I found it today digging through my hard drive and was glad I held onto it. The model and I were dating but now hate each other though I'm sure neither of us could remember why. 

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Gabriel Ibarzabal Jody Jock


Tuve un pequeño hermano
cerca de mi
alto, guapo y fuerte
el mundo se dividia
dos direcciones
mientras paseábamos
envidie su luz
en ese momento
y lo sagué di mi vida
observo con rabia
la oscuridad de sus ojos
cuando está a punto de morir
sus labios con los mios
y traqué su ultimo aliento
yo también soy pequeño hermano

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Four Minute Warning

I hand drew 20 ov these to wheat-paste around the hood. 

Wednesday, November 30, 2011


This is where I was when I was 23. This is my apartment in Astoria, Queens. My housemate and I stole chemicals from the art school we had both attended and processed film and printed in a storage room in our apartment. These are some of the images I had under my arm when I started my life in 
San Francisco. 

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

The Magic And The Sword/The Memory Palace of Summer

This is the memory palace of my summer courtesy of the young man I spent a good part of it with.  The layers of collage are deep and some collages open to more collage and others contain pockets with removable collage pieces. Some layers are not accessible, there are a few sigils and things written on undersides of the composed paper. It makes me hella sad, in the way thinking about June in November can be really sad.   

Friday, November 4, 2011

MIX 24: 24th MIX New York Queer Experimental Film Festival

My Video Aquarius is having it's World Premiere On Thursday November 17th, 2011 at MIX 24. It's part of a program called Fantastic Magick which also features work by my heroes Daniel Mckernan and Guy Madden. It shows again on Saturday the 19th in a program called Don't Stop.

From the catalogue: 
"Both tender and hardcore, Aquarius follows a young man as he uses magick to manifest the love he desires."

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Photos by Frank Dineyazhe

From the Talking With Myself photo shoot. 
Frank and my housemate Mike were real pals and lent me a hand that day.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Saturday, August 6, 2011

The Brothers

While visiting a friend this week he handed me a new notebook and asked me to decorate the cover for him. He's a super cute Gemini and I only mention that as a way to explain these compositions. . .

Back and front cover


Saturday, July 30, 2011


Historian, Jason Lahman
Composer, Tony Solitro
 They are writing an opera together.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

I Was A Lover

This is a self portrait from 2008. 
I made it to cruise for sex, it didn't work so well. 
It was inspired by an  illustration by George Barbier. 

Monday, July 18, 2011

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Talking With Myself

Right Panel 

 Left Panel

Joshua J. Cook